In a few months I'll be inviting someone to come share my place with me. I did not really want to have another person living with me yet but because of a problem that a hand full of individuals want to create for me, I have to bring someone in to solve for the problem. I have been a little resistant to giving up some of my space. With some consideration and weighing up the pros and cons, I find that it would be cool to have someone as a friend to speak with, share my place with and well, she with someone who will also be learning the Desteni tools.
I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to be resistant to bringing someone in to assist and support me to solve for a problem that a hand full of people create for me.
I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to fear having a female friend with me in my life who will be learning the Desteni tools as I am.
I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to fear what may come up in me having a house mate living with me.
I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to feel disappointed about having to give up my office space to accommodate a female who will be helping me solve a problem and learn about desteni tools along the way.
I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to fear getting close to another person who will be learning the desteni tools.
I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to fear sharing my space
I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to feel annoyed about having little space in my bedroom now that I have to use it as an office and a bedroom.
I forgive myself that I Have accepted and allowed myself to not see/realise/understand that it is an opportunity for a friendship to sprout and to talk to someone who will also have the desteni knowledge/information
I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to feel impatient with starting the move-in process and so to solve the problem the handful of people continue to create for me.
I commit myself to be patient with a finding the right female house mate for the task/job and someone I can co-exist with.
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