DAY 7: Writing To Get It Over And Done With

DAY 7: Writing To Get It Over And Done With

I have a resistance to writing. I want to get the writing over and done with. I don't want to go into depth or use big words. I want to remain basic and complete a blog just to feel good about it. I know that writing is a huge part of the process. I believe that so long as I just write it and call it ''DAY 7'' then I have done what I am suppose to do. I am impatient with the writing process. I want everything said without me having to think about what words to choose. Writing is a frustrating process when what I need to say is taking longer. I don't want to plan my writings -- I just want to write and be basic. I have realised that I won't get anywhere by being very basic and not even scratching the surface. 

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to want/desire to be very basic and not even scratch the surface when writing.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to be very impatient with the preparation for a blog.

I forgive myself that i haven't accepted and allowed myself to see/realise/understand that preparation will make the process of change easier and my understanding better. 

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to put myself on the spot and want to write about a point in a few simple lines to just get it over and done with to feel good that I have made small amount of progress but not fully understand or change.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to believe that writing a blog is easy when it takes time, preparation and practice.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to waste each day wanting to just get a blog done instead of using my time to create a blog that will help me understand and showcase my change.

I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to want/desire to go extremely fast with the blog so that I can just get it out of the way

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to resist writing in fear of being wrong 

I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to fear writing quality blogs

I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to fear change

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to be impatient with the creation of a quality blog.

I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to feel impatient with making mistakes and structuring my writings.

I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to hate the process of writing. 

I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to believe that I am dumb because I have trouble coming up with what to say and how to write it.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not put as much effort into my blog writings as I do writing poetry 

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to believe that I don't need to write

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to believe that I shouldn't write just because I am behind in the process due to what a hand full of individuals did that causes trouble with my progress and development. 

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not see/realise/understand that the process of writing is an action that we do every single day to assist and support ourselves to see whats going on and how we can best change to live out solutions.

I forgive myself that I haven't accepted and allowed myself to embrace change. 

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to doubt that I'd be able to create quality change for me

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not see/realise/understand that I can take this blog writing as serious as I would do my businesses. 

I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to fear whatever comes out inside of me

I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to fear what other people may think about my blogs

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to fear opinions of people about my blogs.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to want to use basic words and just write to complete blogs.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not see/realise/understand that I can get the most out of the writing process if I prepare with drafts and take time to correct then restructure if needed. 

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to feel frustrated when I have to prepare a blog and come up with what to write as the words to help me understand