DAY 11: The Support Of A Group

DAY 11: The Support Of A Group

Last year I came up with an idea to start an LGBT support group. It came at a time where I needed an outlet to heal from what these 5 individuals did to me. In the previous blog post I mentioned that I was abused, degraded, manipulated, lied to, betrayed, turned against my psychologist, forced into a a mental breakdown, almost losing my life, losing my family and opportunities to go university. All this was done by 3 of the 5 individuals in the past. Because of that and these people continuing to blame me for what they did then take away my courses constantly -- I haven't been able to heal from what has been done. So, I took it upon myself to create my own healing and strengthen my stand point for people who do like the same-sex for intimately partnership. This was an awesome idea that I wanted to bring to life but I needed to first study. I am now getting back into the study process for the creation of the support group. I am learning about group facilitation, being a leader, running a support group, and about LGBT mental health. I am quite excited to bring it to life under an organisation that I've wanted to start up. I also excited to share my story with many people about how I managed to make sure that these 3 individuals didn't get what they wanted. Me to live a life miserably. That's what they wanted me to do. To be unhappy, to be raped, to be small, inferior, insignificant, etc. They never wanted me to be happy, to live to my fullest potential, they always wanted to tear me down, and make me small so that I could be easily manipulated. But they can't do that anymore. Their psychopathic issues/problems have been caught and they won't be able to fool me or anyone else. So, sharing my story will definitely help educate people on the serious sides to extreme manipulation, and ''conversion process'' that I was forced under.

The support group will help people to learn about how to deal with the comments and opinions of the outside world. I do not believe that we should expect the world to change for us we have to change ourselves so that we can direct us in any situation/event where some shows an opinion of trying control, manipulate, or have an opinion against what we have decided for ourselves and accepted about us. Acceptance is a point that I want to mention in my structured education for LGBT. Mainly, everything i want to create is about SELF and how to manage what comes up so that we can continue our self-acceptance and not let the world shake it or destroy it. No matter what thee people with psychopathic issues/problems did to me they could never force me with men for intimate partner. No matter how vicious and abusive they got. I call that very a strength and I want to teach other people how to be strong and unshakeable when people come in and try to CONVERT or CONTROL or MANIPULATE you/us. So, I am in the learning stage. In some weeks I am set to get my logo designed and well -- That's where everything starts become a reality. Looking forward to really helping tons of individuals release themselves from the confines of the mind in a way that will be beneficial for them as they have chosen to have the aspect/part of themselves.